I can cook what I like and come and go as I please and don't answer to anyway!It is freeing." " Lost my hubby in a sudden at a young age, I was forced to live in solitude.I have found out that the man I used to be married to is dying of cancer and that would be very unpleasant. I suppose I always guessed that it would turn out like this from the way he used to drink.
At age of 56 now, I'm sick, tired and very lonely, I feel I'm cursed. We had a great relationship, we both thought this was meant to be after all these years, after we both ended bad relationships, we were meant to be together. Sadly three years later, my soulmate passed away suddenly, no warnings. Almost year and half later, I haven't been the same.
God designed my life to live with suffering, loneliness. Living alone is not fun, no one to talk to, no one to share your day with, solo travel is unconfortable and lonely.
If you choose a "mate" then you will always be Alone, compensating for that Mate's desires; and dependent on mutual commitment. I have striven to be alone, and been forced to be alone- in order to have my Choices. Still interested to have that special friend/pal as life could be more interesting and lively with a right partner" " I live alone and have a major problem now.
it is as the realities of your children and grandchildren become more necessary than your existence, your achievements are blindingly un-resurrected, and the obvious that your Lifetime Choices did not MEAN anything to the World's History or to the neighborhood you taught in. The Blacks in my condo building and neighborhood feel I have something that they want......a luxury condo ....that means money.....
A few times more after visiting that complex, I decided that I didn't like it.
It had become a lot bigger and some of the tenants that I spoke to did not seem very positive about that place. I have decided to stay put at where I am because of financial reasons.
Future is bleek, no family, friends far and few in between, aging alone is terrifying.
For people that say being alone is good, you never had a good relationship.
Seeing friends, acquaintances with their partners makes me more lonely.
We both thought, finally, we have what we both want. I miss him so much that I don't know how to live alone anymore.